From the recording Heaven, The Afterlife
Producer: Ben McKelvey
Writer: Ben McKelvey
Mixing & Mastering: Ben McKelvey
Lyrics
I've been thinkin' a lot about how
I haven't met the me
Who's gonna forget you yet
Maybe one day I'll wake up and
I'll realize the imprint of you
Has risen out of my bed
Maybe I was too young to know that
Love could be bad
when you're looking to fill a void
I'm surrounded by people I don't know and
You only know
How to look for me
So if I disappear tonight just know that
If this is it
I'd want you to know
That even after all you've put me through
I could never hate you
I've been thinkin' a lot about how
You don't know the version of me who's
Forgiven you yet
And truth be told I'm not there yet but
Maybe one day I'll have it in me
To let you know I don't care
Maybe I was too young to know that
Love could be bad
when you're looking to fill a void
You were only around when you wanted
Someone to warm you but
Where was that help for me?
So if I disappear tonight just know that
If this is it
I'd want you to know
That even after all you've put me through
I could never hate you
It was a straight line going down
And you know I never meant to hurt. you
I wonder if you know how much I care about you
Are we only buying time
So we don't have to face the fight?
Where we both end up on the floor
Holding a knife in each other
I can't go to parties when I feel like this
And I'm still
Reeling from it all still
How are you?
I don't know how I can survive this
Maybe I was too young to know that
Love could. be bad when you're
Looking to fill a void
We're surrounded by people we don't know
And you only know
How to look for me
How to look for me
How to look for me