Lyrics

Everything hit me tonight
And as I sift through the wrong and the right
I think about you

And as I wait by the phone
I'll think of the ways I can act more grown
Than I really am

When you call me I'll let it ring
So I don't come off as disparaging

Now I'm thinkin' you're the love of my life
And as I pull the sheets over my head every night
I'll let all my walls fall down
And in this fantasy, I'll drown

Maybe it's possible I can change you
If I can just see this night through

But now I'm lingering on every small detail
Like how it's easy for you to bail on me
And how you pick at everything about me

You have everything you'd want
But I'm not someone you'd flaunt

Now I'm thinking you're the love of my life
And as I pull the sheets over my head every night
I'll let all my walls fall down
And in this fantasy, I'll decide

There's no point in trying to mold you
Into someone I want you to be
And there's always something wrong
When you really think about it
And maybe that's me
Maybe it's your self-aggrandizing lectures
About how insecure I am
And how I'm unhappy with myself
So what if I am?
You're no help

Maybe you're not the love of my life
But goddamn I'll try my best
To let all my walls fall down
In this fantasy, I'll drown